If someone had seen me a moment ago, they would probably have thought that this woman had turned crazy. I've experienced heavy emotional challenges recently. New layers of beliefs have shown themselves to me, creating a lot of frustration energy combined with grief, feelings of loneliness, and feeling stuck. The best description for this is like an emotional prison that I have locked myself into, preventing me from leveling up to the next era of my life, experiencing abundance, and fully creating my calling. As usual, I've done self-reflection and meditation to clear the stubborn emotions and beliefs, but somehow they have just stuck around.
Back to a moment ago, I got this powerful intuitive message about what I need to do:
First: Ask for the help of the Universe and my soul and write down every intention I have at the moment of writing. Write down all the blockages that come into my awareness during writing.
Second: Start a meditation session guided by the Universe, the higher powers, and the soul.
Third: Just be and wait to see what happens and ask for guidance.
The Healing Process
I was guided to focus my awareness on my chakras, one by one, starting with the root chakra and then going up all the way to the crown chakra. Each chakra gave me information on what to clear and how to clear it. Funny thing about healing processes is that the images that come to mind of blocks, for example, can be anything. Today, those were twigs, sheep's wool, raindrops, etc. The images just tell what kind of energies are tied with the blocks and give guidance on how they can be cleared. The process became almost immediately physical; my hands started to move without control of my mind. My hands were tearing the sheep's wool from my throat chakra, for example. In the clearing process, there was pure light energy to help clear the blocks and bring new paths.
While moving up through the chakras, I was told to connect them as well. Next, I experienced a moment of silence. It was like a calm moment before the storm. Then the process turned even more physical. First, while sitting, my hands moved with passion, and suddenly that wasn't enough—I had to stand up. It was like everything in me was giving direct "orders" with body movements. There were energies like "I mean this," "enough of this," "empowerment," "trust," "releasing fear, anger, frustration, sadness," "removing blocks," "experiencing abundance," and "accepting the good." There were probably others as well that I don't remember, but usually, that means they're not supposed to be remembered.
I was literally moving my body like a crazy person, but wow, what a feeling after the process was over. The lightness and change in energies—it was like a heavy load was released, creating space for growth to happen. Creating space for experiencing the next steps and era of my life. To bring the things into life that are my calling to help others. This is the power of healing energies, emotions, and beliefs. The changes can happen in one short moment.
Words of Trust
I trust that every rough phase we experience has a meaningful lesson packaged in the core of it. When the phase is in the present moment, it might be difficult to see that important lesson while experiencing all the difficult emotions that come along with the process. But allowing yourself to feel the emotions and to ask for the way to heal from past wounds and subconscious beliefs, the answer is given. The Healer is within you.
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